So, my dad has been unofficially diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer. We won’t know for sure until his test results come back, but when they give you morphine and OxyContin for pain, you kinda know that whatever the thing is it’s serious. Pancreatic cancer is not something people just recover from. They died. I always knew he was going to die because everyone dies eventually. But some how this feels different. My dad is going to die and there’s nothing I can do but sit here and cry.